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June 29, 2008
Party Girls - Bisexual Babes!
Tonight while I was doing what I always do every night, I saw a group of girls dressed to the 9's and ready to party. They reminded me of the girls on Sex in the City and I had to smile to myself. I have always wished I had friends like that, that I could talk to about anything and go out with.
My profession doesn't really leave much time for friends or going out, not to mention the fact that not many people want to hang out with a prostitute. I tried, years ago to have friends and it just didn't work, I work nights, most people want to go out nights so I ended up just keeping to myself until they just stopped calling.
I hate to think there are girls out there thinking of getting into this, it's not glamorous, it's not fun and the money really isn't that great. You can't have serious relationships, you can't go out with the girls or the guys for that matter and you feel like an outcast if you go beyond your boundaries.
I have written many times about the jons I hook up with and the money and how sometimes it really isn't that bad, but there are so many nights I go home empty and lonely and there is nobody to call or talk to because nobody wants to hear about how MY night went!
Actually I have been taking a lot of time off lately because of the pressure and the fact that I hate what I am doing. I actually tried to fill out some applications but when I get to filling in the part for past jobs I just throw it away. Who's going to hire a former prostitute?
I actually followed the group of ladies for awhile, listening to them laugh and talk about their boyfriends or husbands, and how nice it is to get out with the girls now and again, and I got so depressed i went "home" and cried myself to sleep.
I am sorry for those of you that read my column diligently and are looking forward to more stories of my Jons, but I just couldn't let people think it was all fun and money. I take a lot of risks and a lot of stupid chances every time I hit the streets. Maybe one day I will figure out what I can do besides this, maybe, one day...
Lindsey
Posted by lindsey at June 29, 2008 07:47 PM