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December 11, 2005
Bullshit on the streets
I get so sick and tired of this bullshit! I can't stand my life and I can't stand these pervs that think about nothing but getting off! What the hell am I but a piece of meat and these pervs can't see past their dicks and where they can put them!
Excuse me for going off but seriously, this past weekend had to be the worst since I started doing this shit. I don't know what was with people but I had driveby splatterings, people throwing crap at me, yes and I do mean literally. Yelling at me calling me everything but white and yes I guess I am a whore and slut and everything they called me, but I am just trying to make ends meet and this is the only way I know how. Honestly I went back to my place and just cried myself to sleep, wishing I had never gotten into this mess, wishing I had never gone through what I went through that brought me where I am today, wishing I had taken the other fork in the road, but wishing isn't going to get me anywhere and I know that.
I know alot of you guys like reading my stories and I really do try and make them entertaining, but the bullshit I go through on a nightly bases really is alot worse than I make it out to be.
Imagine walking around every night in high heels and barely any clothes, especially on those very cold New York City nights, it's not as glamerous and it may seem.
Well, I suppose I will stop my griping now as I am sure that is not what you really want to read, so I promise my next post will be fun and exciting ;o)
Lindsey
Posted by lindsey at December 11, 2005 01:50 PM