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May 23, 2005

Weekend of Hell

I know that I have always tried to be upbeat about the prostitution thing, I have gotten some feedback and realize that I have made it out to be alot more fun, glamorous, whatever you want to call it, than it actually is.

This past weekend is a perfect example of what I am trying to say. My second Jon of the weekend turned out to be some psycho! He seemed like a decent guy, had a nice car, and a great face. He was really nice when he picked me up and we went back to my room. The minute the door was closed he turned into some sort of maniac!

He threw me down on the bed and started tearing my clothes off. When I told him to stop he said 'shut up whore!, your getting what you deserve!' Once he had me naked he pulled down his jeans and then grabbed the back of my head and told me what he wanted me to do.

I couldn't believe it was happening, but then knew that I couldn't be so lucky all the time. I had seen many of the girls come back with bruises and split lips. Sometimes it was their pimp doing the hitting because they didn't make enough money, other times it was the clients. Either way, it didn't feel good, and all of us have swore off prostituting ourselves after something like that happens.

Of course this was one of those times for me. Once he was ready to go, he did it so hard and fast I thought I was going to rip wide open. It really hurt bad, and no matter what I said or did, he just kept going. He kept slapping me and hitting me and calling me a 'slut' and saying things like, I was geting what I deserved.

When I was finally able to get him off me, and pull away from him, then he left and I didn't see him again. I was so sore, even my face hurt from his hitting and slapping me. You know, this profession isn't all it's cracked up to be. Yes, I do have some good clients, ones that treat me fairly decent, but then I have those guys who think that because I walk the streets I am some tough chick who can handle it, or who they think they can abuse whenever they feel like it.

I know there are those of you who wonder why I just don't get a regular job. Well, I have been doing this for so long I don't know how to do anything else. That and the fact that I didn't finish high school and have no work history, nobody would hire me.

Anyway, I am sorry to get all this out here, but then again, that's what these things are for aren't they?? Like a public diary! So, I guess I am not sorry lol Just needed to let others know, especially girls who think 'wow, what a job'. It's not all it's cracked up to be, and I don't really have as many perfect Jons as I might make out, it's mostly my imagination that gets me by.

TTFN

Lindsey

Posted by lindsey at May 23, 2005 1:42 PM